Tuesday, February 28, 2006 2/28/2006 10:33:00 PM

swarmed! by hw... :S anti climatic eh? but true.. my gosh... i've been doin hw non stop.. there's barely enough time to study!!!!! omg.. i think 05A3 is seriously the most stressed of all the classes.. which is good as it motivates us to strive hard.. but at the same time, it causes us to lose our social lives.. i've already lost a part of mine...

has it ever occurred to us, wat if we should die tmw? wat would we have achieved den? would A's n paper qualifications mean that much?? would our lives have been led meaningfully instead of jus sloggin away? though it is true that this is for our future.. but how can we noe for certain we'd have a future? we never noe when we'd die... yet we prepare.. we work hard.. n at the end of the day.... if i were to die rite this instant, the last few days of my life was spent studyin.. studyin... n striving to achieve for the future that is never to be... how fufilling would that be then? as my fren said.. they've begun to feel funny.. as in, weird funny.. n it's probably down to the higher amount of workload.. he also commented on the mood swings... which means that i'm not an anomaly in my class.. c, i'm even talkin GEOG in my blog.. :S these r some of life's questions... but we haven't got time to stop n think.. we gotta keep on movin n workin for the unforseeable future...


Sunday, February 26, 2006 2/26/2006 10:13:00 PM

attended Mr S Rajaratnam's funeral yesterday... it was a huge affair!!! n was REALLY touched when Mr Lee Kuan Yew teared toward the end of the speech.. admittedly, i let out a little laugh when a mentally disabled person began snortin durin the one min of silence, as mention by darlyl.. i'm SO remorseful for that but these r some things one cant control... i tried! truly, i did!!! but to no avail.. :s had to bite my lips in the end... OOOWWW!!!! did i mention i appeared on channel newsasia?? :D for a while when they were filmin the students hu attended on behalf of the skool... however, MI should have worn blazers!!! the other skools did n they looked SO intellectual!!!! n professional!!!! ooohh!!! my quote is on newpaper today!!! if u pplgo look at the article on Rajaratnam's funeral... it says somethin like.. Bridget Tan,17, a student of Millenia institute said....... cant rem wat was quoted... ppl go c yeah!!!! :D

went to c the danceworks competition today.. though we went late n all, it wasn't too bad... we got to c the winnign team!!1 which was wow.. GOOD!!! all the kids r GREAT dancers!!! probably better den me!!!! :S but, though MI din get into the finals, i noe they dance peeps worked hard.. dey were great!!! but as the chinese sayin goes, "yi shan hai you yi shan gao" meanin, every mountain has one taller den it... which is true... one can never be THE BEST, as there will always be someone better... :)


Friday, February 24, 2006 2/24/2006 09:25:00 PM

i never thought it'd be this hard... the day has been a facade.. a mask... shall be goin to Mr Rajaratnam's state funeral tmw... feel so privileged... but my mind's not on it... it's preoccupied.. as it's been the entire day... wat's wrong with me???????


Thursday, February 23, 2006 2/23/2006 10:58:00 PM

:) lots has happened since i last posted... but, thankfully, things din happen the way i expected them to... here, i'd like to extend a very big thanks for ur respect toward my decision, shaun... i must admit, i m impressed.. :) we'll still be great shrinks to fifi yeah??? whilst at the same time teasing her about the vegetarian thingy.. :p n great frens!!!! cos friendship will last forever.. :) i may have started off pissed, but ur maturity has truly wow-ed me.. for one hu watches cartoons, u r pretty sensible.. hmm.. :p alrite.. anime, u call dem... dun c the diff though.. :p

today was really draining on me... two periods of PE early in the morn where we had to run about 6 rounds altogether!!!! around the track!!! n two upslope!!! might as well make us run 2.4 man!!!! which would be the case next week... :S pressure!!!! wanna get prefect thirty again!!! my worst station, INCLINED PULL UP!!!!! omg... stress man... n i beat my own world record of the lowest marks EVER for lit!!!! omg.. i feel so demoralised.. even though the teacher said it was an admittedly hard paper.. :S did EIGHT mcq questions whilst studyin today.. y so 'many'? cos i was fretting.. n all the while on my phone.. m really relieved it all went well though... :) tata!!!


Wednesday, February 22, 2006 2/22/2006 10:08:00 PM

i cant tag in my own blog.. i cant access it basically!!!! argh!!!! so annoyin...anyone has any ideas??? to daryl, yeah, i noe the skin is nice!!! :D i chose it cos i tot so too!!!! din take into account anythin else. n sam.. hee hee.. glad u're comin online more often.. though at the wrong times!!! i cant c uuuuu!!!! pouts... :D nothin much happened today.. rushed thru THREE geog tutorials n assignments in the lib.. can die man!!!! went for pre-u sem interview.. really hope i can make it in!!!! pls pls pls!!!!! :D n dear owl, take care of urself k!!! so scary noe! to c U, the one hu is always so strong n all, in pain n tryin to mask it.. dun worry, u'll be alrite soon!!! :) n to my darling vitz as well!!! i noe my vitz is strong.. can withstand watever shit life throws to her.. dun give up dear!!! i'll always be behind u!!!! :D c la!!!! these two ppl hu i care SO much about r unwell.. :s try to take good care of urselves k??? i cant always be there to take care of u.. but u can rest assured that i'll always be dere to give u moral support!!! to vitz, good luck at ur drama thingie!!!! u can do it babe!!!! :D


Monday, February 20, 2006 2/20/2006 11:17:00 PM

skool today was.... ok.. had two tests n most of the teachers weren't around.. but it was ok... had killer PE n had to run 4 rounds round the track n two up the slope... but it was ok... was entirely drained but stayed in class to finish a lit essay which HAS to be 3 pages long.. but, as mentioned, it was OK! ahhhhh!!!!!!

ok.. i've ok-ed enough... hee hee.. m really tired now.. nothin much but the usual routine stuff til it was time to go home.. went to the bus stop n got to noe a two rather friendly peeps... hee hee.. it was fun though.. :D


Saturday, February 18, 2006 2/18/2006 10:41:00 PM

alrighty! ;) georgia nickelson, fi.. ;p hee hee.. was rushin all over the place today.. wat with diploma in the morn, bringin nige to facial n den meetin fi to got to the ACJC fun fair.. overall, the fun fair was... in one word FUN! n a GREAT place to look out for eye candy i can assure u.. woo! think my eyes almost fell out!!! fi was extremely disturbed by the continuous torture of the fishes... which even I think is wrong!!! they're usin the fishes in inhumane ways!!! makin the fishes race, and allow ppl to chase dem around to catch them... man!!! it was jus.. cruel!!! but apart from that, the fun fair was great! n did imention humongous?!?!?! MI would have a tough competition to live up to! esp with our limited land space.. :S there were so many things to explore, but we went to get cotton candy first!!! :D sticky pink stuff ran down our hands... eew! :p hmm... played a few games.. won chocs n a pretty necklace with a crucifix on it... has pretty gemstones.. ahh... superb!!! :D bought balloons too!!! (fi's idea!!!) n did i mention we ran in the rain???? well yeah.. n due to the water n all, my sandals broke!!! pouts... had to go around with a ribbon tied til i got superglue... which also stuck the rest of my body together!!! :p hee hee.. i'm exaggeratin.. but yeah... watever it is, it's jus a fun but rather unlucky day.. in fact, on the way home, i even spilt juice on myself!!! :S great end man!!! haha... have been feelin lethargic lately... sleepin earlier... mum says my break out of pimples is due to the lack of sleep... hmmm.. perhaps? oh well.. goin for the long awaited facial tmw!!! finally!!! :D shall report soon!!! take care darls!!!! :)

ps: m thinkin of changin skin to an emo skin.. so if u guys do c a change.. well yeah.. i came across it.. n i think it looks hot!!!!


Wednesday, February 15, 2006 2/15/2006 10:47:00 PM

Time magazine:Feb 13th 2006 - Making a Man of Her.... i came across a paragraph worth pondering... "....if women tried harder to understand men, they'd realise that men too are trapped by patriarchal prejudices in their own way.........men have been sort of forced to learn the women's language, through the feminist movement,but women haven't seemed to evince a curiosity in learning men's language......" said by Norah Vincent, hu is, for the most of her, a woman herself.. which makes it rather unique in a way... she dressed as a man to find out more about men.. n this was wat she realised... which is, if u think about it, in a way true... women are always sayin that 'the men don't get it'... but think about it really... do we get them either?? do we even bother? it never occurred to me that,hey! men may not be the way they r out of choice but rather by society's perception of them, hence they have to be that way.... if a man were to be a little more effeminite as compared to others... it would be a step put of the norm for him, and he'd wither be teased, or treated differently.. yet guys hu r messy, incoherent or jus dun care are considered 'proper' guys... in actual fact, wat is the definition of proper? hu defnes wat is proper and wat is not? women always think that there's nothin else to learn about men... that they're jus a bunch of slobbish neanderthals hu only speak out of pure bravado and stupidity.. but have we ever wondered,are they really that way? y are they that way?could it be, as the passage said, 'patriarchal prejudices'??? these r questions which popped out after reading the artice. and it got me thinkin, that's all.. i used to be on the side of the girls, up til when i read this.. it's not about sides.. we're actually on the same side actually, all trapped by the demands of society.. u guys might realise that i may not be makin sense anymore.. dats cos my mind is wondering already.. n did i mention dat i'm sleepy? well anyway, yeah... on to yesterday... which i had no time to blog about as my mind was already half asleep before i could reach home...

was reaaallly bz yesterday... all ur efforts came to naught as we didn't win anythin... that is understandable of cos, as all we were doin was last minute work... :D but still.. u noe... wentto ps after skool to get the cloth... n met shaun dere too! he came over to spotlight n presented a cuuuutteeee chipmunk(chipmunk rite, shaun?)!!!! it was reeally adorable!!! with cute cheeks jus like the one hu gave it to me.. ;) n a red nose tooo!!!! :D went around with his frens lookin for a pressie for his fren's fren...(man that can be confusing when u're sleepy) his fren found a nike wallet thingie.. which i tot was rather big.. but dey found it alrite. den his frens went home.. walked around.... somewhere.. fi called too! hee hee.. went to eat n all... well, he ate that is.. i'm dieting... hanafy has taken to calling me 'flabs'... pouts.. did i mention i'm eating yummt red, juicy n SWEET strawberries?!?!?! n THAT's rare k!!!! they're always so sour!!! now... yummm!!! fav fruit, STRWBERRIESSS!!!!! :D oops.. diverging... walked about for a bit before takin a bus back home!!! was sleepin on the bus.. n somehow shaun knew when to wake me up n ask where we were stoppin.. cos it jus so happened... we were at my stop!!! haha.. n we hurried out.. overall, the day was ok.. :) had fun with the walkin n the talkin n all the other stuff.. n i'm REALLY tired tonite.. nite nite!!!!

ps: ig! i found this poem quite ok...
Geoffrey ChaucerAgainst Women Unconstant
Madame, for youre newefangelnesse,Many a servant have ye put out of grace.I take my leve of your unstedefastnesse,For wel I woot, whil ye have lives space,Ye can not love ful half yeer in a place,To newe thing youre lust is ay so keene;In stede of blew, thus may ye were al greene.Right as a mirour nothing may enpresse,But, lightly as it cometh, so mote it pace,So fareth youre love, youre werkes bereth witnesse.Ther is no faith that may your herte enbrace;But, as a wedercok, that turneth his faceWith every wind, ye fare, and this is seene;In stede of blew, thus may ye were al greene.
Ye might be shrined, for youre brothelnesse,Bet that Dalida, Criseide or Candace;For ever in chaunging stant youre sikernesse;That tache may no wight fro yuor herte arace.If ye lese oon, ye can wel twain purchace;Al light for somer, ye woot wel what I mene,In stede of blew, thus may ye were al greene.


Monday, February 13, 2006 2/13/2006 11:47:00 PM

omg.. jus came home a while back... was faced with a quarter pot of pretty salty green curry.. courtesy of my mum... well, not bad for a first attempt..like the spiciness level!!! in fact, she should up it... my lip's still burnin!!! n i feel sooo fuuulll!!!! din even manage the soup... appetite has been down lately.. issit cos of stress??? talkin bout stress.... THE FASHION SHOW REHEARSALS R TMW N MY COSTUME FOR MY MODEL ISN"T DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n attemptin somethin else too.. though so far, i'm jus gettin very frantic.. oook.. i'm takin longer den usual to type this post... mmm.... so far so good.. although my printer seems to be failing on me!!!! which ruins my whole thing!!!! pouts... was a hectic day today... n i cant continue as someone is rushin me off to bed.. nites!


Sunday, February 12, 2006 2/12/2006 10:41:00 PM

For twas not into my ear you whispered
But into my heart
Twas not my lips you kissed
But my soul
~Judy Garland~

hee hee.. for peeps like fi hu r probably pukin with disgust, BLEH!!! haha.. okok.. i'm a nutso gal.. but i like the way we ended off our con last nite sweety.. :) missed dat kinda goodnite.. :D oh btw! guess wat?! this is my 170th post!!! amazin ain't it??? wow.. cant beliueve i wrote so much... the weekends passed so fast!!! in a blink of an eye.. POOF!! gone is the weekends n it's back to the bz schedule n sloggin non stop.. i keep tellin myself, it's only for these three years.., perservere bridget!!!! :D have PE again tmw... did i mention i improved my timing on the latest 2.4?!!?!??!?! :D ok.. guys, dun laugh ah!!! but i got 12 mins 15 secs!!! a record for me!!!! i noe i noe.. stop laughin guys!!! it's probably a FRACTION of u peeps... but stiiilll!!! give me some credit!! i was the fastest of my lot k!!!! pouts... n omg.. after 2.4, we were made to do inclined pull ups!!! once again, the guys snigger.. i was about to get A ok, when the teacher said... only 5 r counted! omg.. i jus collapsed n glared at the teacher... but heeyy!!! look on the bright side!! i m one of the few gals hu got PERFECT THIRTY!!!! last year that is.. i hope it is so for this yr too!!! :D

haiya.. bz matchmakin.. gtg! tata!!! :D


2/12/2006 12:30:00 AM

i cant be pms-ing.. as it's over... i'm a cheery gal.. with a calender full of events... wat have i to worry about? :) i've got tons of hw, lotsa activities.. but i'm fiine.. yeah.. totally...

ok.. dun ask me wat that was all about... i'm excited about my new responsibilities actually.. :) feel so renewed... nv had that much responsibilities in stc... n now, i'm havin lunch with the principal!!!! although it was for ALL the SCs n FLs, it was thrilling all the same... felt pressurised when he spoke to me... my gosh.. it's like speakin to the president!!! makin sure all my words were correct n non insultin... showin wat a diligent student i m... phew.. hope i did ok... the fish was good though.. n was vaporised in an instant.. jus like my inspiration rite now...

i'm tired of this game... it's doin things to my mind... i think i'm goin insane... omg.. wat's wrong with me????????


Friday, February 10, 2006 2/10/2006 11:19:00 PM

omg.. i have no idea y.. but i'm starved.. n i've got a packet of chicken wings in front of meee!!!! but i cant.. i must withold... it's only 40 more mins.. for those hu dun understand, it's a friday.. n i'm not eatin meat today... omg... breathe bridget... :S

oh yeah! did i mention??? RACHEL CAME TO SKOOL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!! had no idea i missed her so much man!!!! den she looked at me n gave me the best ever news!!!! she said i grew thinner!!!! omg.... yeah rite man!!! i must have heard wrongly.. i'mstill gonna diet though.. after these chicken wings of cos.. ok, must stop thinkin of dem... :S rachel!!! u looked so pretty today!!! n the blue contact lenses were cool!!! u looked uber fab!!!!! n i think ya slimmed down too gal!!! but that funky attitude is still dere babe!!!! :D haven't seen u in so long.. n the class seriously isn't fun without ur spunky attitude... glad to have seen u gal!!!! come visit again k???? :)

n now the sad news... well, good actually, but not really for me.. jus spoke to my cyrus one peeps... congrats to all of u on gettin grades good enough to get into jc.. n congrats to polar bear for gettin 10 for L1R5!!!! wowsie!!!! not baaaddd!!!! vveerrrryyy good in fact!!!! but... dey're ALL not comin back.. pamm, sean, taufik, and polar bear... pouts.... the life of cyrus one noe!!!! of cos, all the rest of cyrus one is GREAT too!!! anyone stayin?? pls brighten my day by tellin me u're gonna stay on!!!!! den again.. i wouldn't wanna impose it on u.. up to u dearies... although i'd miss my cyrus ones... :( *hee hee.. emotional blackmail* woah.. i jus fell asleep... think i shall abandon tots of eatin the chicken wings n keep dem for tmw.. n starved.. but sleepin helps!! :D goodnite all!!! actually.. no.. i'm too hungry... tiiiiimmee!!! quick passs!!!!


Wednesday, February 08, 2006 2/08/2006 10:17:00 PM

depressin yet fufillin day... highly contradictin but true... kar koon returned to skool after two days of not attendin.. but do i sound happy about that? NO! noe y??? cos he came to get the WITHDRAWAL FORM!!!!!!!!!! karkoooonn!!!! wat happened?!??!! y ya withdrawin?!?!?! pouts... will miss my little ben dan! hmph! dun fren u!!! tot u were kiddin noe!!!!! n den... triple blow.. felix n polar bear come along n tell me.... 'we're not comin back to this skool already'.... SOBBBBB!!!!!! my yr ones r all leavin meee!!!! :( all goin poly!!! *wails loudly* fine.. i shall be rational, and wish u guys all the best in ur future, no matter which path u take... :) good luck for ur results... n DUN U DARE MISS UR OGL, or, in karkoon's case, ur sweetie!!!! :p i tell u.. if u guys forget me.... *evil laughter* hahahhahaha... :p fine.. on to the fufillin news...

went home early as we were goin out for dinner.. uncle's treat!!! to the revolving restaurant at prima tower!!!! wheee!!! haven't been there in YEARS!!!! first dish, delicious shark's fin and abalone soup which cost a whopping 45+++ dollars PER bowl!!!!! the next dish up was the peking duck!!! was sooo tempted to order that due to bin hong's talkin about it the other day.. hee hee.. ate a lot!!!! followed by sweet peas n shitake mushrooms and the remainin duck with vege in lettuce... may not sound like a lot, but it was SOOO filling!!! even noe i feel bloated! n te entire meal, added up to about 400??? for five peeps!!! wowsie... plus my sis n my desert... yummy!!! :D but the feelin of eating high up dere, with singapore's port revolving around u... and the sparkling sea which brings in our income below.. the experience is truly breathtaking... n to top it off we saw the martial art chinese actor.. the one from tcs?? cant rem his name.. but yeah.. there was some gal dere too.. very pretty.. n very slim... i'm envious already.. esp after eating about a year's supply of food!!!! nvm.. PE tmw!!! i shall work hard to get rid of all that fat!!!!


Tuesday, February 07, 2006 2/07/2006 10:18:00 PM

someone gave me a valentine!!! it came in the form of a stuffed heart which says 'i love u i love u' when pressed.... so sweet of the person rite?!?!?! my dear sweet............... GOWRI!!!!!!! hahahhahaha... gotcha didn't i ppl? hee hee... she did give dat to me though.. were lookin around the shops n found the heart especially cute.. bought one for herself n one for me!!! :D in return, i got her the heart thing with soap in it which she wanted so much.. put it in her bag n she didn't even realsie til i asked her to open her bag.... dere she found it.. n PINCHED me!!!! hence goes the chi phrase, 'hao xin mei hao bao'.... owww!!!!!! thanx ah!!! tsk tsk... but it was fun!!! thanx for the heart gal!!!! :D betcha ur SOMEONE is gonna.. u noe u noe... ;)

was almost late for skool today.. prob cos i didn't get enoguh sleep.. lost track of time talkin online.. :D shall slp early tonite!!! n boy, if u're readin dis, u slp early too yeah? :) nites!


Sunday, February 05, 2006 2/05/2006 09:47:00 PM

ok... where do i start??? was so tired last nite i didn't get ta update... n m still very tired tonite... i guess this is life eh? wont ever get enough rest.. n if i do, i may end up neglectin my social life.. omg.. i'm babbling... :S it's cos of stress,,, however, it's one down, lots more to go...

Chingay 2006 was celebrated last nite.. me bein one of the cheer rockers.. n boy did i cheer so much that i've got a sore throat today... made soooo many new frens!!! vanessa, hu is reeeaaalllyyy fun n rather in the same predicament i'm in.. ;) if u're readin this gal, u'd noe wat i'm talkin about.. :D n joleen, hu's the leader... n has beautiful eyes!!! she looks like she's wearin eyeliner.. thick eyelashes n all.. :) n den there's hwee hwee... cute gal!!! n so sweet of her to acc me when i was havin that agonisin womanly pain... ahem ahem.. haha... n eunice, hu's really bubbly n lively.. so not like a science student... dere was also terence... haha... y were u so drippin wet after the water fight??? did someone pour water on u?? *innocent face* ;p hee hee... despite the pain, i managed to pull thru!!! all thanx to MAS!!!! heee hee.. thanx!!! n to the guy hu bought those pink pills too!!!!! haha.. must have been rather embarrassin for u.. :p hee hee... thanx anyway... n to all those guys hu enquired.. n looked uncomfortable after i told dem wat was wrong.. haha.. boy that was HILARIOUS! i woulda laughed my guts out were i not in so much pain!!!! haha...

overall the parade was great!!!! n so was the dancin!!!! :D i wanna be that great a dancer!!! haha.. wish gal, wish... had fun screamin n all.. but was really exhausted at the end of the day... wow.. someone's bf came n fetched her eh? ;) hee hee... helped out a bit before i left.. n momo ah!!! u better make sure u take care of urself man!!!! dun go faintin all over the place!!! haiyooo.... c, wat happens when i'm not around? :p hee hee... take care of urself n dun over-exert.. y issit the ppl i noe r faintin so much?!?! n DUN even say it's cos of me!!! :p watever it is, CHINGAY 2006 ROX!!!!!

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WE WILL WE WILL ROCK U! (owwww!)
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ROCK U! (owww!)

heh heh... went out with my study group... to celebrate a belated skq's bdae... HAPPY BELATED BDAE!!! yep yep.. went to eat at a protestant restaurant... ate carrot cake, which karkoon tot was the 'chai tou kway' type.. hope i spelt that rite... :p n wanted to take pics but the guys ran... wimps... :p went to buy files n ate again.. omg.. goin out with skq is eatin n eatin.. he said only ppl hu needs to gain weight hang out with him.. karkoon yeah.. me?!?!?!?! excuuuse me!??!! gain weight?~?! oh no no no no no no NO!!!!! i needa loooosseee weight!!! den we went home.. n i'm gettin tired.. dear me.... i need rest man!!!! toodleloooooo!!!!

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Saturday, February 04, 2006 2/04/2006 02:00:00 AM

one word to describe 3rd feb 2006... HECTIC!!! n it's only gonna get worse tmw... pouts... after skool, rushin to SC meetin.. after meetin, home to drop off bags den to orchard for chingay preview!!!! made many many dashes around n m totally tired.. all i'd like to say here is.. Chingay 2006 will be fun!!!! but.. absolutely tirin... i'm gonna sleep to replenish my energy...

also had a heart to heart with someone from the past today.. jus hung up in fact... realised a great many things that woulda made things so much better had he said dem earlier.. but time cannot be turned.. one can only look forward to the future... chances missed and characters change... it cant be helped.. had great fun durin this conversation.. n truly,u r better off as a fren.. less complications.. :) wish u good luck in ur future endeavours with ur certain someone ya? ;) learn from ur mistakes n dun ever ever ever hurt someone dat much ever again... rem the word? karma... (not as mentioned in a previously deleted post ya owl? :p)


Thursday, February 02, 2006 2/02/2006 11:21:00 PM

MY VITZY GAAAALLL!!!!! wheee!!! saw vitz today after sooo long!!! it was like those Chinese drama serials, where ppl run from afar, arms wide apart, ready to embrace one another.. when... anti-climax.. someone blocked her path... :S ben dan...haha... no, i've not turned les! but i hadn't seen my GREAT fren since goodness noes when!!!! omg!!! dear gal, it was a joy to see u!!!! i miss u sooo much!!! all ur crap n all.. :) u have always been a great joy to be around.. n it was today that i felt such an emptiness... it's jus not the same... there isn't that jumpy jolly gal hu i can run with at pe... i'm d only one ahead now... n not motivated anymore... *pouts* n the one hu makes up out of this world stories... gal, u shall always be my great fren!!! :D ps: u still owe me a hike.. :p

alrite.. was rather pissed off today... seriously, i cant concentrate at all sitting at the back!!! and i'm worried sick that my grades may fall!!!! ms cheah doesn't allow me to sit in front... perfect... deny a gal hu wans to truly study n really cares for her grades... I TOLD HER!!! she didn't listen!!!! if i fail it would be partly her fault too!!!! when u're at the back the distance from the board is jus so vast that ur attention would start to wander!!! n i dun wan that!!! no matter how hard i try!!! i'm on the verge of tears!!!!! n on top of that i've been lectured about not sittin next to certain ppl in class.. issit so wrong to sit with a fren?! dere r the cases which r really bad yet not a word is said.. yet make assumptions about innocent gestures... i wont hide this fact.. i'm frustrated... utterly annoyed... it's jus not rite to accuse one of doin things they hadn't ANY intention of doin... i'm jus stating a fact.. and this blog gives me freedom of speech, out of skool. i dun think it's rite to try n control that.. i'm simply expressing what i feel here... maybe because i'm a coward n daren't tell this to you face to face.. but yeah, here it is. askin frens to tell me things which are not true n sayin things which are based purely on wat u think jus isn't fair to me. i hope u understand. thank you.

was very busy with all my chingay n all today.. n the two periods of PE was exhilerating.. but, as one student described it, pure torture.. though the image of a thin me urged my on... :) i shall work towards it... erm... soon? :p hee hee... did i mention i fell into the drain?? haha.. my entire leg fell in noe!!!! omg... luckily it wasn't too bad.. oh well, after an exhausting day, i need rest.. goodnight!!!! :D


Wednesday, February 01, 2006 2/01/2006 10:43:00 PM

alrite.. gonna sleep asap.. have a looong day tmw dat's not gonna stop til 9!!!! omg... jus wanna update about yesterday... last day.. many many peeps came to my house!!!! among dem were my two darlings.. angel n shaun!!!!!!! :) took many many pics when they came round.. at 9, might i add!!!! got the shock of my lif when angel came.. noe y? here's y...

YEEEAAHH!!! she was wearin... THAT!!!! can u believe it?!?! angel noe!!!! my gosh.. my angel has actually turned into a woman!!!! finally.. took u long enough... :p n we played blackjack, forfeitin by eatin new year goodies.. n look how i distributed it the first time!!!!

EVERYONE got 20!!!! shockin eh??? cool though!!! :) this is like, becomin a photo blog.. haha.. but i liiikeee.. :p fyi: shaun's twenty was, APPARENTLY, the biggest.. throughout the wholt thing i was takin nutso photos... here is one photo which was shaun's idea!!! i'm innocent! n not psycho.. :p

a phone in a phone in a camera? :p hee hee.. cute la u!!!! xxxx :) wat else did we do.. oh.. did i mention angel SAT like a lady too!!!!!

crossed legs!!! hee ee.. HOWEVER, she still whacks like angel.. ooowww!!!!

look!!! my back after she whcked!!!! red already noe!!! n my ben dan sis added on!!! aaanndd... the same thing happens as the last time.. i somehow cant add anymore pics... :s sigh... nvm.. see me on msn n i'll show ya! :) tata!!! nites!